David, so sorry to hear this bro, but seriously if you love specwriting, go independent…I don’t know what being an independent specwriter is like in Seattle, so I suggest you ask around esp on this board, and once you become independent become a member of SCIP - not a plug, just a lot of good people belong to it. Now back to your dreams at 50, well I’ll be 60 next year and I’m not thinking about retirement, of course the last five years have been the worst of my life, a debilitating recession and my wife’s cancer battles, her loss and the continued sadness in my family has brought me as close to the brink as I’ve ever come. Still I’ve hung in there and am starting to see a light at the end of the tunnel, and hell I predominately do private funded work, you have all that experience in the public sector, why let that go. Definitely take the advice of Nathan (I wish I was 10 years younger) and John (words of wisdom for sure), but if you love writing specs and researching new and wonderous materials while working on projects all over the world…damn it stay a specwriter.
It just so happens my oldest and best client was the last firm I was employed by as an architect, they continue to be my most consistent client, so don’t burn any bridges, and you will find that many small to mid-size firms can not afford an inhouse specwriter nor do the principals have time to write specs, networking, talking to reps, will eventually open doors for you. You might also want to consider writing specs for manufacturers, esp. new products, I see a lot of manufacturers with minimal to no specifications on their websites, who really need specs. I’ve been approached in the past to write specs for manufacturers and actually turned them down, pretty dumb, I thought there might be a conflict of interest, really dumb, but these are lessons you learn so at 50 you have plenty of time to plan your retirement.
Who retires so soon these days, well I guess pro sports players do, but not most real people, so forget retirement, you have plenty of time for those morbid thoughts… if you are not married, get married, it does not matter what sex, though I’d stay away from farm animals, not good for the image…if you are not healthy, get healthy, stop smoking if you are, eat healthy, do all the other stuff everyone is told to do these days to get healthy, exercise, and definitely sleep as much as you can…and most important what ever you do enjoy doing it, as an independent you will work long hours, so you better enjoy doing it, still being an independent specwriter allows me to be my own boss and stay flexible with my time. I could never go back to work in a 9-5 job, an office, how am I going to cook kale, shrooms, and quinoa for lunch if I’m working in an office, and getting dressed up for work for me means putting on a clean t-shirt, the last time I wore a tie was to a funeral…I get to buy my fresh produce when every one else is fighting traffic, and if I want to sleep to 10am, wel lthe office opens late, never have to clock in, and if I have to meet with a client its always non-rush hour, who needs that stress.
I don’t have much faith in Obama or Romney, I think the recession needs to run its course and that might be several more years nationwide, but there does appear to be some activity, so don’t give up.
I’ve had several colleagues move to the Middle East, Qatar for work, lot’s of work going on there and if you have no family ties that’s a good way to get global experience and make some money, let me know if you are interested in that I still have contacts there.
So I expect to see David Axt Specwriter -AXT SPECS or the AXT Effect (wait, I think that is taken) or some cute moniker soon and if you need a recommendation for SCIP, just ask..good luck my friend I do not think you will need it, from the context of our past discussions you seem to be a damn good specwriter.
Oh yeah, negotiate with your current firm on health insurance, they should be able to cover you for a while, that has been one of my biggest expenses, Cobra is good, but once that runs out it gets really expensive unless you are a beast and extremely healthy.